章节目录 第五百九十九章 反省

    听到豆芽说有一点难过的时候，姜念心底猛地一窒，顿时愧疚得快无法呼吸了。
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    姜念下意识的抱紧了豆芽，她的父母以前因为生意忙很少顾家里，从小到大她都跟着奶奶长大，她知道父母不能陪伴身边对她造成了多大的伤害。
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    后来父母离异。各有又有了一个家庭，虽然嘴上说着还会对她好。可是除了给钱以外，他们什么都给不了，关爱给了同父异母或是同母异父的弟弟妹妹们，在意也给了他们的新家庭。
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    那个时候她就在想。自己以后如果结婚生子，一定要做好一个母亲的角色，一定不能为了事业不管孩子，一定不能忽略了孩子的感受。
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    可如今她真的变成了母亲，真的有了孩子，她却根本没有做到，经常会为了生意上的事情疏忽家里。
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    之前两年已经有好几次这种情况了，每一次她都说会好好照顾豆芽，再也不会这样了，可下一次她忙起来又将她放在家里，任由她跟着其他人一起。
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    她这个母亲一点都不称职！
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    她不该这样的。
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    虽然她每天回家会来看豆芽，虽然她每日也要陪着豆芽吃早饭。可加起来陪着她的时间不到半个时辰。
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    孩子的童年也就那么几年，需要的她的时间也是幼年这段时间，其他的可以先放一放的，她以前遭受过的苦不应该再让豆芽也再承受一遍。
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    姜念捂着脸，眼泪忍不住往下流，她真的不是一个称职的母亲。“娘对不起你......”
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    “娘为什么哭啊？”豆芽还不知自己一句话惹得姜念这么难受，伸出小手去帮她擦眼眶，“娘，不哭。”
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    “好，娘不哭。”姜念擦了擦眼泪，可是越擦流得越多。情绪堵在心口，眼泪哪里是说停就停的？
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    “娘羞羞羞。”豆芽用手在肉嘟嘟的脸上划了几下，“娘这么大的人还哭。”
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    姜念嗯了一声，“那你摔跤也哭了。”
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    “我是小孩。娘是大人。”豆芽小声的说。
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    被豆芽嘲笑了一番，姜念倒是没那么难受了：“那娘也是从小孩变成大人的。”
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    “嗯.......”豆芽拉成了声音，似乎在认真想这个逻辑关系，最后也不知想清楚了没有，她抬手轻轻拍了拍姜念的头，像平日姜念哄她的样子。“娘不要哭，也不要难过。看到娘哭，豆芽也难过的。”
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    母子连心。如此说也不意外。
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    姜念抱着豆芽，“好，娘不哭，豆芽也不难过好不好？”
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    豆芽嗯了一声，“娘要乖乖的。”
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    姜念嗯了一声，“以后娘会尽量多抽时间来陪你，不会整日都不着家，会多抽一些时间在家陪你玩。好不好？”
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    姜念突然想到明日豆芽休息，于是便道：“明日娘要去田庄看榨油，你和娘一起去好不好？到时候再去码头上逛一逛，中午的时候我们一起吃鱼。行吗？”
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    姜念没办法整日都在家里陪着豆芽，但又不得不去一趟田庄查看的油的成色，所以只能想出这个办法了。
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    豆芽说好，她也好久没有跟着娘出去了，“要去要去。”
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    “好，明日娘来叫你一起。”姜念满心愧疚，只能想方设法的多分一些时间在家里陪豆芽，不要再让豆芽难过了。
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    “那娘来哄你哄你睡觉。”姜念将豆芽放进被窝里，轻轻的拍着的后背，“睡吧睡吧......”
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    豆芽在姜念的怀里趴了一会儿，然后突然想起了什么，“娘，你今天可帮我寄信了？”
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    姜念回答：“寄了。”
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    豆芽：“那陆叔叔什么时候能收到？”
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    姜念：“莫约五六日后。”
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    “那陆叔叔会来吗？”
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    “这我就不知道了。”姜念看着豆芽，“想要陆叔叔来？”
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    “想。”豆芽做梦都想看到她未来的爹爹。
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    姜念嗯了一声，“我也想。”
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    豆芽听到这句话，眼睛一亮，捂着嘴偷笑：“娘也想陆叔叔？”
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    姜念伸出一根手指放在嘴唇，“嘘。”
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    豆芽也跟着嘘，“不告诉别人。”
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    姜念看了眼外间的月亮，“时间不早了，快睡吧，明日我来叫你起床。”
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    豆芽乖乖的闭眼：“娘可不可以等我睡着了在离开？”
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    “好。”姜念抱着豆芽亲了亲，“安睡吧小宝贝......”